ıt's really hard to say how you missed a foreign country that you do not actually belong to. Well, I can not admit that either. But isn't is normal to fell that you're really happy when nobody cares what you do, or what you say. Don't you feel free when somebody listens to you free from bias.

Anyway, I'm here, so I have to learn how to survive here. Even though, that makes me to feel like a foreigner.